smoking

i wish i had a cigar, even though i do not smoke at  all any more.  i could get one at the little store next door, but i would be accosted if i stepped on that part of the street.  we are very  limited in what we can do safely around here.  i feel lucky i can get on the bus or to the grocery store.  i'm not blaming anyone in particular.  it's just the way things are.