Just Say No

 Just say no to the whole psuedo scientific 

 Hypopotamooseaux.

Believe in Jesus, and the Bible, and be saved.

Good Morning

 Wednesday before Thanksgiving.  

Deadly

 It is a continuous battle, the battle to promote goodness and truth.  It will not let up.  Those who support the indiscriminate murder of unborn babies, and the irresponsible mutilation of young children, especially young boys, (I know, I could have been one), have earned a special place in hell.  The one true God, the one who rules from heaven, will not long tolerate such abuse.  Now that President Trump will soon be back in power, may God's will be done.  And atheistic socialism shown up for the what it is...a lie of the devil.  God has spoken irrevocably, through His son Jesus, and the Holy Bible. Deny it if you will.  It's your soul to lose 

Midnight Snack of Paul Severe

 Transportation Secretary Pete Buddy Check or Booty Cheeks, whichever you prefer, needs to resist loosely throwing around the term "falsely". The holes in his logic are showing.  What does *legitimate" mean?  As Socrates asked, What is truth?.  The Democratic strategists and media pundits have been escalating their rhetoric ever since the 2020 election.  I don't know if it was stolen or not...and possibly neither do they. 

Grateful Dead ~ Jam / Dark Star / Morning Dew 12~15~1972 Long beach Aren...

september

 testing, going forward  

new post

 cat's up or

you can eat ME

you just wish you had

a vp candidate or husband as

good looking as j.d. vance

Out of. Date

 It is now the 19th.  They can dispatch me whenever they get ready...like they did mother , just down the hall.

the debate

 as far as i am concerned, the debate was a draw.  harris did better than i thought she would, but wickedly.  she and walz will say and do anything to gain or keep power.  typical immoral marxists.  i will still be voting for trump.  expect him to win.

here in the home, my life with bettye has become hopeless.  expect to be moving soon.

if there is another debate, it must be on fox.  all else is prejudicial.

later.  trump got a 2 point bump after the debate; but everyone but fox say he lost.  harris got almost no bump from her hysterical convention and now this.  so, who's kidding who?  trump is seriously ahead in the electoral college.  i watch fox.  it is consistent and believable.

A.I.

TIME magazine snubs Elon Musk.

Elon Musk is an American hero.

A.I. is irrelevant to belle lettres, fine writing   

september 10, 2024

 peter stine's been gone a year.  just as well.

in rural colorado, (not the urals)

or northern new mexico,

i encounter doug o. pedersen 

in a bar not far from espanola..

after a night at mary connell's.

it is all very other worldly; you

see, both are deceased.  the

small creaky room opens

into a large reception room.

my car is stolen.  i

spend the night. it's

getting cold.  i am shaking.

lupe slept through the night.

i hope he is not dead.

i was almost ready to move.

bettye will be up soon.

i will go to breakfast.

like heaven, hell is a part of christian doctrine.  i believe in THE BIBLE.

good morning

t's sunday, the eighth of september, 2024 between four thirty in the morning and five.  my roommate lupe martinez,is awake.  his aide has been here and cleaned and dressed him  she is from nigeria.  this home is largely black..  i am ok.  slept just a little.  expect to have a good day.   breakfast will be at 7.   gershwin on the radio.  a good movie, maybe CABARET, on the tv.  no church today. next week.  but ms. simmons will play gospel piano. i may read some scripture out loud. maybe mark 1.  bettye should be up by then.  dear bettye...my main squeeze, almost 100.  still very beautiful. and wanda, her roommate.  i am giving wanda one of my notebooks today.  we are also close.  good morning.  rhapsody in blue.  gerry

wanda is in her 70's, african-american.  a retired nurse.  has a good family.  my best friend.

i am almost 80.  and yes, the movie is CABERET...outstanding, with richard gere, a friend of the dalai lama.  my friend doug o. pedersen, served lunch in santa fe to the karmapa, an associate of his holiness, and important lama himself

i once served dinner to margaret mead, the famous anthropologist, at baker college of rice university in houston, texas.

my mistake, the movie was CHICAGO, with catherine zeta-jones.  it is 6am.  

spontaneous

usually i compose elsewhere and then transfer it here.  not tonight.  over 300,000 undocumented children missing, AT THE BORDER.  much slavery, human trafficking.  Kamala may never have read Karl Marx.  he is a major economic philosopher.  THE philosopher for russia and china.  he had no idea what it takes to build a successful modern society.  it takes a monied investing class.  that is the basis of capitalism, the greatest economic engine the world has ever known.  that system, which has been fairly successful, surprisingly so, is now in serious danger and under threat.  if America goes socialist, there will probably be a worldwide depression.  kamala harris is constantly and continuously rewriting her positions.  God himself will go unacknowledged.  it will be a disaster, a monumental disaster. vote Republican.  vote Trump.  

israel

God Almighty in the Holy Bible clearly states, the nation that blesses Israel will be blessed; the nation that condemns Israel will be cursed...and I believe in the Bible.  

when even the demons applaud us

i saw bettye late tonight

her light was on, and i could see her stirring

i had seen her roommate in the dining room

bettye is 98 years old, and i am 79.

we are deeply and truly in romantic love.

she is more than a mother or sister, much more.

our souls light up when we see each other.

she is awake, already in bed and

happy to see me.

we kiss good night, and hug.

i am ready to lie down too.

soon we hope to be together

and who knows how/our love may bloom

gerald a. george 

her values

 "my values have not changed" kamala harris

that's right.  her values.  self-service.

just look at her house

and at biden's

they have gotten rich at the public trough

almost all socialist-commuistes do

trump made his fortune in the open marketplace

he inherited some

he did not waste it

HARRIS IS UNSTABLE

and a marxist socialist, as far as i can tell.

and shows not a hint of Christianity

same for walz.  too many trips to communist china

trump is not perfect, still

he is the best hope we have

they will wreck our economy and

wreak havoc for four years

she reverses her major policies daily.

take for instance her stand on THE WALL

the democrats will say anything, do everything

they possibly can, honest or not, to take power

please, consider voting for Donald Trump

p.s. look into the unearned gains tax they are proposing

they could steal your house

August 26, 2024 5 a.m.

 the so called intellectuals are a radical breed themselves

just woke up for 4 a.m. medication

a new pill, a speckled blue capsule included

10, 2, and 4...dr. pepper slogan

was up at 2 again at 4, every two hours

abusive roommate

TAMRON HALL: giddy gays

ridiculous creatures

fashion addicts

self indulgent, vain and arrogant

goodbye penny johnson

just had very early breakfast

two half sandwiches with ice water

just in time. they whisked it away.

average funeral $11,000

i buried mom and glenn for $2000 apiece

i thought i wanted to be a girl

thought they had things easier.

.i thought i was gay

i was wrong on both counts.

i dated beautiful women

i am engaged to one right now.

i thank God i did not listen to liberals.

they would have cut off my penis,

without parental consent

my beautiful penis and

installed an artificial vagina

non-lubricating, dysfunctional and irreversible

health problems, early death

quite probable

i am nearly 80 now

9 a.m. appointment with drink machine man

helps out with change

i survived to find happiness

3 years since the abbey gate kabul attack

no thanks joe biden

aftermath of 2020

2024 now

FORREST TRUMP

 the target you are aiming for is yourself.

old zen saying

it all seems to be pointing at me, old and new.

my mother was a virginia, as was her mother before her.

 i have been high up in the clouds, and encountered God.

i believe in the Bible, all of it.

i am largely alone except for my 98 year old girlfriend, bettye.

i will be 80 in february.

my father was allen george, alive in heaven

my deceased younger brother is john glenn george.

i live in a nursing home.

i was homoneurotic.  no more. 20 years celibate.

clean and sober twenty years.  no illegal drugs.

i keep the civil law.

bettye and i would like to marry.

hard to arrange.  she is in a wheelchair.  almost no transportation.

doug o. pedersen was my teacher.

doug founded the education department at the whitney museum of american art in new york city.

   

communist whores

baby killers 

a large family

 i am deeply touched.  the aide who comes to take care of my bed-bound roommate has ten children, five girls and five boys.  i hope she has a good husband.  i know she has had one who loved or loves  her.  i will give her something.  we can't all have big houses or expensive cars or extravagant vacations, but we should all have good food, decent clothes and at least some medical care.   this woman can't make much money.  i am glad she gave her children birth.  she did not have to.

thinking people

 THINKING PEOPLE VOTE TRUMP

gerald a. george  m.a. berkeley  1967

pamela shamela kamilla

 the original shamila was an 18th century parody of pamela, the first novel in the english language.  today it is the mother of camilla, the democratic candidate for the u.s. presidency.

good morning

 good day.  will order stuffed animal for bettye when i can.  feel good. trump Will win. defeat walz.  

supporting the democraptic ticket could lead you STRAIGHT to hell

 it is one thing to be unavoidable homoneurotic.

it is another altogether to be a committed practicing interpersonal gay

CHEIF PETE BUTTOCKS CHEEK addresses the convention.

could lead one directly to hell.

same goes for unrestricted abortion support,

trans gender surgery for minors.

HELL IN A HANDBASKET MINUTE

envy of the rich

failure to support significant freedom...

right to bear arms

freedom to worship Jesus the Christ

religious persecution

for supporting atheist tim walz

and denying the divine nature of THE BIBLE 

God holds them in Derision...

Derision, Idaho

new post

 no, vice president harris, high prices, inflation, is not caused so much by corporate greed as excessive government deficit spending, reckless and self-aggrandizing.  donald trump is so much better an economist than you.  .real wages dropped almost 2% under your tenure.  rose almost 8% under trump.  you and your vice presidential candidate are soviet styled, chinese backed, godless atheist socialist. marxists like bernie sanders and elizabeth warren, but much worse.  your psychotic enthusiasm is misplaced and errorneus . you will bedefeated, if not in this election by history.  Jesus Christ is the Lord  of creation.  there is only one way to paradise.  you can trust in His word, and that alone. gerald a. george

Communistes

 baby killers, drunken whores

communistes,   godless socialists.  American democrats.  why not call them what they are?  they most certainly are not Bible believing Christians.

billionaires may well be the pillars of our economy. 

without a moneyed investing class there may be no prosperity, and no new jobs.

don't kill the goose that lays the golden eggs

practice good economy

if Harris is elected,

 say goodbye to freedom.  her running mate governor walz is an admitted socialist, after the chinese model.  they don't believe in God or the bible.  they believe in abortion, gay marriage and transsexual surgery, even for minors.      we will end up with a fascist dictatorship. vote for trump vance. vote republican. 

walz has been to china dozens of times.  loves it.     

Those idiots

 In the White House need correction. Netanyahu is an important visiting head of state. Feel sure will meet with President Trump. gg

Chief Cheatle

 No, President Biden, Chief Cheatle allowed President Trump to be shot, and then lied about it.. you and your wife need to learn to face reality. I will report you to Pope Francis. Gerald Allen George

Trump and Vance

 Woke up in the middle of the night. Trump and Vance were talking good sense. Had talked to Zelenski. Will talk to Putin. End the expensive war in the Ukraine. End Green initiative. Dig and drill. Be prosperous. Calm down Xi. Support Israel. Camala would be a disaster. Cannot keep a staffff. Bungled the border. Have a nice trip. Gerry

These are my issues

 Border... must be secured.

Israel... support. No Hamas.

Ukraine... negotiated with Russia

Green Revolution...dig and drill

Marriage...one man, one woman...for life

No transgender

Abortion...few exceptions 

Our allies...a strong defence

Supreme Court...remain Supreme 

Election integrity...voter id

Inflation...strong economy

Socialism...just say no

Illegal drugs...keep illegal

Our allies...strong defence

Supreme Court...remain Supreme a 

Election integrity...voter id

Inflation... strong economy 

Socialism...just say no

Illegal drugs...keep illegal

The border...above all else, the border...secure

SORRY FOR THE REPITIIONS

gag

Those of us

 Who believe in the Bible and the Lord are becoming relatively few. It is indeed unfortunate.  Pray for the world .  There is not much hope outside of Jesus.  And pray for Israel. And pray for the safety of Donald Trump,

One Lord, one faith

 One baptism, one cup

That Cheatle woman

Still in charge of the Secret Service

A week after the shooting.

I blame Joe Biden 

Joe Biden has withdrawn his bid.  Hooray!

He may survive as President for six months.

Bettye is wandering on her own.  It is Sunday, July 21, 5 pm.  Ukraine to follow.

First of all, Joe Biden was in charge of Ukrainian affairs under Obama. His son Hunter was active there with promises, investments, guarantees. Ukraine was part of the old Soviet Union and the Russian Empire from before there was a United. States. They were being encouraged to join NATO, threatening Russia's southern border. We would not have, and did not allow such. Five or six Ukrainian eastern provinces, largely Russian speaking, reading and writing, and somewhat in rebellion, are now  occupied by Russian troops.  A negotiated settlement is possible. Was not under Biden, would be under Trump.  zelensky is a failed comedien.  

Foreign hostages will come home under Trump...or else. America first. Seal thee border. Protect the unborn.  Dig and drill. End green. Tyranny

ATHEISTICAL HYPOCRITES

Greatest miracle

 The greatest miracle in the world after the Creation and the Divine Incarnation is the existence of the Bible in all it's infinite perfection and purity.  Reverence it always; read it and love it. Follow it and be saved.

It is thousands of years old, still comes through, and still rings true.

Joe biden

 Would not know an existential threat even if it was staring him in the face. Non comprehendere existentialism...no, not at all.

About January 6.  I heard Trump address the crowd at the White House that morning. He told them to be non violent.  He may have been naive to think so. I have read he wanted to call out federal troops to protect the Capitol, but Pelosi said no.  May or may not be true. Heard she expressed regret. Pence could have sent results back to the states for further review.

More to follow. October 7 and, the Ukraine War

on oct. 7, 2023 hamas terrorists attacked a peaceful Israeli gathering, killing many, taking hostages, and butchering babies. Israel has cause to eliminate hamas altogether. In Gaza.as rockets continue to fall. On Israel. Hamas must go whatever the cost. They use civilians as human shields. Gaza, old philistine territory. Goes back to king David's day.

More to follow. Ukraine 

Good morning

 Sir Vivian and Survival

When spoons were in short supply, 

In Fort Supply, Oklahoma

When the lights go out in Georgia"

Gerald Allen George

G. A. George

GA., Georgia

George Latimer won in the Bronx.  My great grandfather was a George Latimer from Canada.  There was a former slave George Latimer from Virginia , I believe.

A Story

This is a story developed from something I saw on tv in the early morning, and was developed further in a dream. I woke up to write it down.

A young Hispanic male was being interrogated in Florida in a murder case. Another young Hispanic male had been shot and killed. The young man accused claimed to have been out of the State when the murder happened.  Cell phone records showed otherwise.  It became apparent that another male, older, was present.  The young man would not give up the older man's identity.  Finally, threatened with a long prison sentence, the young man told the truth.  The older man was the young man's brother. The two young men were lovers.  There may have been money involved.  The older brother killed his brother's lover in part because of the shame involved.  They tried to make it look like a suicide.  The young man had fled the State.  Now, the brother would be arrested, and both prosecuted.  It was a predictable story 

Good evening.

 Out. 

Thelma Madrano

Her full name was Maria Thelma de la Rosario Madrano Menendez de la Riva.  She was very beautiful, and apparently very rich.  We met in Houston in the early 60's.  She was a student at Sacred Heart Academy; I was an undergrad at Rice University.  We met at a mixer.  She was from Guatemala; I was from Fort Worth.  We dated a few times. I had a blue Olds convertible. The nuns checked us out fairly thoroughly.  One time we went to a party at the Houston Yacht Club  I belonged to Baker College.  Thelma was all awash in jewels and fur.  I remember that she took several of her classmates home for Christmas.  I was so shy, I never even kissed her; but I never forgot her name.

Climate activists

Defacing Stonehenge.  What an atrocity.  How unhinged!! Throw the book at them. Deranged.

La Grave Field

La Grave Field will be torn down.  It is an old baseball venue just north of downtown Fort Worth in an industrial warehouse district.  It  was originally home to the Fort Worth Cats, a minor league farm team. My parents often took us there over sixty years ago. More recently it hosted another team.  I remember flag pole sitters when I was young.  It is a sad farewell to another era.

Juneteenth

 Juneteenth, June 19, 1865, is the day we celebrate the end of slavery in the U.S.,  but actually it was the day the navy ships arrived in Galveston harbor and announced freedom to Texas slaves.  It has been a Texas holiday for generations.  All slavery in the U.S. did not end until 1866 when a constitutional amendment was passed. There were still slaves held in some northern states not covered by the Emancipation proclamation.  Still, it is as good a reason to celebrate as any.   Happy Juneteenth 

Anouk Aimee

 Anouk Aimee has died at 92.  A remarkable French actress, Ms. Aimee played the protagonist s wife in Federico Fellini s autobiographical film 8 and a half, his last in black and white, as far as I know.  She was talented and beautiful.

What hardly anybody says

 About the far eastern provinces of Ukraine, now occupied by Russia.  They are largely Russiañ speaking, Russian writing, and Russian reading, and have been fighting for years to go back to Russia.  If Ukraine had not been threatening to join NATO,  with the Bidens encouragement, there might not have been a war. Would not have happened under Trump.

R.E.M.

woke up singing "i'm losing my religion" by r.e.m.  of course, i am not.  i am still a conservative christian, but i love that song.

saw the band themselves on tv last night or early this morning.  they were reunited (not performing) in their hometown of athens, georgia, after 11 years disbanded.  they are being admitted to the rock and roll hall of fame.  what took so long?

i remember coming out of my father's office in downtown fort worth, where i worked as well, one saturday afternoon forty years ago, and finding the downtown arts festival in full swing.  i heard that song over a loudspeaker.  they, r.e.m., were very popular back then.  my friends at the four star coffee bar and the koffee haus on main street played that song all the time.  a group of those friends moved to nashville, tennessee, about then.  they were in their twenties.  today, one is a successful musician-songwriter in arkansas; one is a restaurant manager in arkansas, and another manages a restaurant in nashville.  they are all doing well, with families.

the video for that song features imagery, sometimes hindu, sometimes christian.  in my view, those two are not equivalent.  i believe Jesus Christ is the lord of this universe.  "through Him all things were made".  i worship Him, and Him alone.  praise be to His Holy Name.

a caterer from pilar

i only met jim wright, jr. once. it was in taos, new mexico in the summer  of 1983, at the adobe apartment of my long time mentor, doug o. pedersen, an artist-writer from new york, who founded the education department at the whitney museum of american art in new york city.  i had met doug and his eventual wife, the collage artist kelsey hauck, in berkeley, california, in the spring of 1970.  we traveled and wrote and studied together for six to eight months, including the summer of 1970; and then hooked up some years later when they had settled in santa fe, new mexico.  jim wright, jr. used to stop by in his van, in taos, new mexico, with a large jar of jalapena peppers, which was the case when we met.  jim, jr. was a caterer for rough water rafting trips on the rio grande as it flowed through northern new mexico.  he lived with his wife, sandra, in the small village of pilar, between santa fe and taos, where there was a small coffeehouse gallery as i recall.  i knew who he was because i was from fort worth, and jim wright, sr. had been our congressperson for a generation.  he had served for a while as speaker of the united states house of representatives, and was a friend of my mother, jinky george.

Jim Wright's sister was the poet Mary Connell, a Santa Fe businesswoman with rental properties and a small motel.  Doug and Kelsey had rented from her when they first came to Santa Fe.  I would eventually rent from Mary myself at her compound in Espanola, also between Santa Fe and Taos.  At that time I met Sandra Wright Page, Jim Wright's former daughter-in-law who edited a magazine out of Michigan.  She was a friend of Mary's.  We went dancing at an inn outside of Taos, and remain Facebook friends to this day.

Jim Wright, Sr. and Mary Connell have both passed away now.  Jim, Jr. comes to mind sometimes because he was a caterer out of Pilar, New Mexico; and my favorite contemporary poetry journal in the latter half of the last century was CATERPILLAR, edited by Clayton Eschelman whom i met in San Francisco when he lectured on DON JUAN: A YAQUI WAY OF KNOWLEDGE by Carlos Castaneda.  it is a small, coherent world.  I live in Fort Worth once again at a comfortable nursing home where I hope I will soon be eighty years old.  I have had an interesting life.

LA TRAVIATA

LA TRAVIATA It is absolutely incredible. I sometimes think I have died and gone to heaven. Life in this nursing home is that good. It is probably the best place that I have ever lived. And I am 79 years old, having extended eye surgery, and still recovering from a lifetime of addiction and dissolute behavior. I was recently in a public shelter for four months. I was lucky or blessed to get into here. No one else wanted to take me. It is in an alternative culture neighborhood. I am Caucasian. I have fallen in love with black culture. These people have been so good to me. I fell asleep watching an opera on DVD, on my laptop…a marginal unit that was given to me. I may be the only resident here who has one. The opera was LA TRAVIATA, Puccini’s grand masterpiece about a fallen woman, dying with tuberculosis, comforted by her grieving lover. It was the only one of the six I own that I could get to play with English subtitles. Earlier, I watched Jim Carey in A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE INCIDENTS with my lady friend who is in her 90’s and deaf. I turned on the closed captions, and she could read. She is another miracle in my present life. I have never married, been engaged five times, lived with two different women in California (I am in Texas.), was in love with a woman I met when young, for all of my life, but have not seen or talked to in 50 years. She is married, in Palestine. And I was bisexual. All of that has changed now. I am in love again, miraculously; and I am no longer a radical liberal. I believe in the Bible, rightly understood. So, I woke up from my sleep with the opera ending. It was the death of Violetta, the heroine. The room was otherwise dark. My roommate had been watching basketball when I fell asleep. Now, all but my laptop was Dark. My friend was long gone to her room across the hall…and sleeping, I feel sure. I checked my bank balance which is marginal, and bought a root beer and cupcakes from vending machines. I am writing this down separately from my usual journal so I can send it out and post it. It is one o’clock in the morning. I don’t know if I will get back to sleep. I should. I have an eye doctor appointment in the morning. Gerald Allen George gageorge0245@gmail.com

hello

it's been a while, a couple of years. i moved out of the group home situation, late last summer, after a couple of years. gave up my apartment before that. it was too expensive and awkward. had lost half of my eyesight and much of my equilibrium. extensive remodeling made staying impossible. wanted to go to a nursing home then. could not get a recommendation. theh group home situation also became impossible. did not feed correctly....along with other things. went to the shelter. was not that bad, got good counsel and the price was right. stayed four months. got into here just before christmas...w/o a doctor's recommendation. love it. an excellent nursing situation. intend to stay here indefinitely. getting my eyesight back and other good things. have this computer from a friend at trinity episcopal. been keeping a journal. have a lady friend here. very happy. still in fort worth. was in arlinton briefly. will be posting here now, less on facebook. am still a conservative christian. not likely to change. work writing...and reading, most of the night. may start skipping breakfast in the dining room at 7. does not suit my schedule. i go to sleep around five. they bring a breakfast to my room. not great, but adequate, aquaduck. good morning. g.