good morning

was a terrible night.  thought i might be having a health episode myself.  steve stanley is having open heart surgery this morning.  will be wheeling into the operating room shortly.  God be with him.  am worn out from my quarrel with peter stine.  been going on for years.  gets ugly at times.  am dressed and ready for breakfast.  have had my early morning coffee...outside.  the weather seems mild.  desperately need a shower and clean up.  have it scheduled after my nap after breakfast, before lunch.  am reading kenner's eliot book, along with ellmann's yeats.  both largely over  my head.  kenner is a brilliant writer, but i can't always understand what he means.  i do better with the ellmann, but then i have read both books before in college.  can hardly remember it. feel sure i did not understand or appreciate them properly at the time.  time to take medicine and pray.  feel on track.  good morning.  hoping to hear back from  marga soon.  was very surprised by her call two nights ago.  things are good with jerelene.  hope to see her shortly.  she's buying five of my big books.