this is the one place i have left to write. my microsoft word has apparently dropped out. i can still get email and view youtube. it's strange. it is another blow. it comes after being seriously crippled, now beginning to abate somewhat. i've lost a lot. i'm sure i will lose more. all is disappearing now, leaving me lonely, lost in the dark i can only talk in public now. perhaps i will be blessed with an interesting dream. it is almost 8pm.
when i sing "it ain't necessarily so" from porgy and bess, i think of sara lee pastries with a cup of warm nescafe. that's just how my mind works. i think about all the famous people who have either lost their faith or surrendered it. not me. i just got mine back fifteen years ago. i am in old age. i am not likely to surrender it now. i believe in Jesus. i believe in the Bible. i believe in a traditional anglican church. it is no always easy to figure, but i really do believe in God, the only God that makes any sense to me...the God of the Bible. if there are problems, i riddle them out. i get good help. i would spend more time in church, but then, i am really fairly crippled right now and do not have a ride to church. i hope to get back from time to time.
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